Still feels betrayed..

he asked for forgiveness.. I did forgive him.. But i guess I just need more time to actually forget about it.. I don't know whether to trust or not.. Something like this is something that I've been running from since I know what love is.. I guess I can't.. I just wanna scream, yell, cry and do some silly things, but I just can't.. It's too painful.. Sigh..

hearts? Love? What is it?

Is love some thing that you can play around?
Did u ever think how my heart hurts badly?
Did you know I trusted you?
Why can't you just be honest as I am to you?
Something like this, isn't something that I will ever forget..
Thank you for leaving this huge holes in my heart..