I have never felt this bad.. I never failed this bad... it sucks..I thought this time it will be different.. somehow I felt stabbed, kicked, spitted at, and everything.. arghh! Better luck next time! I'm sorry mama n papa for letting you down since, school.. sigh..
Standing up....<3
Last week, I had the most fun ever! though I felt down, he came to make me stand up again.. It's fun spending time with him.. gahh.. he helped mama gardening.. btw, his bod look hot! hahaha.. *blushing* oh oh oh! and and and, I spent time with mama, ayie and along and kak dila.. ehehehhehe.. we went out and it was awesome.. we bought new lens for me.. i look like a freak, but he likes me wearing those contacts.. lol.. My mom bought new make ups in m.a.c.. we met an employee that my mom once gave advice to.. A day before that we did gardening.. It was fun..my mom gets closer with mr. A...lol..He designed our garden.. How awesome huh.. and it's pretty! lol.. in the middle of gardening, we went to Ani sup utara.. we wore gardening clothes je.. hahah!He got my back though i got bad result.. my mom didn't know.. lol.. he got great result! i'm happy for him,..oh! oh! his mom cooked the best nasik ayam hainan ever! like so much better than anyone else's chicken rice.. waahh...
